So I went to a little bar/club type of thing last Friday night for my friend's bday party. I feel so old nowadays, I feel like going to the bar/club will probably take me days to recover lol (aching back/legs, and hangovers from like one beer). As I was sitting in my little corner like a little loser playing on my iphone while watching my friends partying and dancing away, this handsome/tall/cute white guy approached me. We seriously hit it off, and he made my night more interesting than how it would have turned out otherwise. We chatted (screamed into each others' ears) right at the bar while he bought me drinks. He is a 27yr. old dentist out in California...we basically just talked about random stuff like how it's like being a dentist and being an accountant (me). I was then interrupted by my sister and some girlfriends that pulled me away thinking that I was swept away by a creeper. We exchanged phone numbers and he texts me every now and then. If I tell my friends about this guy though, I'm sure they will be like helllllll no to meeting guys at the bar. Well...I don't even know if I'm ever going to see him again anyways (or should I? ha...)

Well, the point of my story is....I didn't know I could be into white guys! I had many crushes on white guys since elementary school all the way through high school, but during college that notion totally went away. He is pretty cute from what I can remember (not sure what I will think if I see him again under daylight) and seemed like a pretty genuine person. Too bad he lives all the way out in California, otherwise I might seriously consider dating him. I mean...who doesn't wanna marry a cute/young dentist ($$$$$). Don't get me wrong, I am no gold digger... So I am having this vision lately how my parents/family/friends will react if I really start dating a white guy, I would be pretty afraid of the cultural/language barrier. I want to find someone that my parents will like and that can actually talk to them and communicate with them. On the other hand, my parents also need to understand that Chinese guys are just so freaking !$^@#%_!_+!%$^) weird sometimes. Being a 1.5 generation Chinese-American with pretty Americanized mindset yet traditional Chinese values, I just find it really hard to find someone that is like me , someone that I can actually talk to and get along with happily and relate to. I always thought that realistically Asian/Chinese guys are more reliable and always better for us Asian/Chinese girls, but sometimes there's just something weird and creepy about Chinese guys. Sometimes I wonder if us Asian girls should give white guys a try? Plus the interracial marriage will produce some cuteeeeeee babies =)