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一粒黄豆的自述

已有 1598 次阅读2016-9-18 23:14 |个人分类:画家作家|系统分类:文学| 罗金海, 生命, 文学, 黄豆, 世界 分享到微信

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一粒黄豆的自述

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    水稻熟了,沉甸甸吊着,一眼望去,满地黄金灿灿;麦子熟了,高高的昂着头,一片风吹过,长长的须毛下莹光闪闪。田埂上的黄豆熟了,粒粒饱满,秋阳一阵高晒,叶渐渐黄了,一粒黄豆脱壳而出,随着风儿吹呀吹,黄豆滚到了一片青草地上。

 

 “啊,我来到了这个尘间。”黄豆欢呼了起来,“原来是农村,青山青水真是美啊!”一阵秋风过,黄豆随着往前面滚了滚,“妈妈,我的妈妈,您在哪里?”黄豆抬头看了看,四周静悄悄,它在母体的世界里已遗落。“我为什么要来到这个尘间?”此时的夕阳正倒映在碧湖上,弥红的光彩一层又一层荡漾着晶莹的水波。“因为天空让你来到这个世界。”黄豆听到云外传来回答的声音,“那我要到哪里去?哪里才是我的家?”黄豆感觉到了自己早已被别人遗弃。“你想去哪里就去哪里,这个世界是自由的,哪儿都可以生根发芽。”黄豆听到回答声,高兴的往前滚去,“原来是这样,属于我的世界自由自在。”没有烦恼的黄豆感觉到自身的伟大。“我的世界原来一无所有?”睁开眼的黄豆突然意识到了一个问题的严重性,裸身来到这个世界里竟然一无所有,它下意识的往前挪了挪身子,四周茫茫的一片,到处都是青翠竹子和郁苍苍的山峰,一只小蜜蜂在自己的头顶上飞来飞去。

 

   “小蜜蜂,你采到蜜了吗?”黄豆跳起来,一个眨眼功夫,小蜜蜂只从自己头顶上飘过,没有听到任何回答。此时天快黑了,黄豆不经意间从高处滚入一条溪水沟里。“好冷哦,是谁把我在世界里遗弃了。”黄豆想不明白,感觉到一个孤独的世界很可怕,只到周围传来陌名的虫子叫声。“不要,我不要黑暗的世界。”任凭黄豆怎么叫嚷,太阳公公依然下山了,抹去最后一丝光芒。“原来黑暗的世界这么可怕,。”黄豆自言自语,陌名其妙的孤独,让它感觉到在这个世界的孤仁,它下紧意识的抱紧自己。水,越来越冰冷,不时传来一阵阵“哗哗”水奔流的声音,“原来这个世界是孤立的,谁也不懂谁。”黄豆睁大着眼睛,飞来的莹火虫闪着微弱的灯光,“带我离开这里,莹火虫”凄厉的呼声让黄豆越加难过,莹火虫似乎什么也没有听到,一闪一闪的直飞入另一颗大树上。黄豆的眼前还是一片黑暗,隐隐的月亮穿梭在云层,林子里时不时的传来几声鸟儿的叫声,“让我在这里生根发芽吗?”黄豆摇了摇头,“不,不可以,这只是一个秋天的到来。”浸泡在水中的黄豆,连忙往上跳了跳,它意识到自己必须离开水沟,不然就会立马生根发芽。

 

     正在黄豆思索着如何离开溪水沟的时候,猛然一阵大水呼啸而来,大浪将黄豆卷起三尺高,只听到“铛锒”一声,黄豆抛落在一片林子里。“原来我得救了,让我重新回到这片土地上。”自言自语的黄豆触摸着脚下的泥土,“我是多么的爱你啊,我的尘,我的土,是你让我有了生的世界。”说着,黄豆吻了吻尘土,深情的说道:“你就是我生命里的一切,我爱着你,我们将永不分离。”一阵秋风飘过,树上传来叶子“沙沙”的声响,悲凄的世界里,徒留给生命的,是一片惘然,叶子来不及痛苦的呻吟,便轻然飘落在地上,将黄豆盖住。“是谁给了我衣裳。”黄豆抬头一看,原来陌然的叶子,“来自尘土,归于尘土。”黄豆变得非常不安,“一切都归于零。”叶子闭着着眼睛说。“原来是这样,世界只留下你来过的痕迹。”“我的离去,只是为了它们明年的到来。”叶子痛苦的倦缩着身子说道。“我不要,我不要,我要在这个世界里保持生命永恒之美。”黄豆滚动着说。生的世界既然来了,没有必要刻意躲避,爱的世界不管有多么痛苦,只不过是给生命注射一针针坚强意志,让自我的天地更强更大!

 

    黄豆醒来的时候,看到自己还是在叶子底下,它一动也不动,“难道我还要在这秋天里生长吗?”太阳出来了,万丈光芒照进来,黄豆感觉到了暖和的光芒带来无限的希望。“这个世界留给我的,难道仅仅是实现自我价值?我是自由的,可是我哪里也去不了,一切的美好难道成空?”黄豆拱了拱身子,它希望自己不被囚禁在林子里 ,天空是那么大,无边无际;世界是那样广阔,无垠无际。“我既要躲避人类,躲避他们的转基因战争,又要躲避自然灾害,渺小的我,却注定成为一个最强大的我。”黄豆说着,已经从叶子底下滚出来了。“这就是我,一个真正我的世界,不侨作,不捏造的真实世界;我还原大地的真实,我还原种子的真实。”黄豆自言自语的说着,它看到太阳公公对自己笑,“我的生命就是尘的一切,让我随着云彩去漂泊,哪儿都是我的家。”说着,黄豆亲吻着脚下的泥土,开始了新的漫漫长旅。

 

    春天来了,黄豆完全扎根于土壤之中,“我来自尘土,终归于尘土,我只在世界里开花结果,我只在世界里不停的生长,不停地穿越,真情真爱带给生命永久的光美。”扎根的黄豆刚说完,立马随着太阳照进的光芒,拱了拱身子,发芽的枝头冒出土壤,一个崭新世界呈现在自己的眼前。“我的世界太完美了,这就尘土留给我的永恒光华,生命得到的,它永远都不会失去!”  一滴滴雨水浇在嫩绿的叶子上,绿叶欢快的起舞,“我终是实现了生命最高的价值。”说着,黄豆拱了拱身子,接受世界带来的生命永恒光耀!

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